Tuesday, September 17, 2013

Random Sept. 17, 2013

Sitting here looking at myself. I do not even recognize this person i see. Im at a loss for words i have let myself go and have gotten caught in making others happy and forgot about myself until now. When My Queen died i lost myself. I fighting to survive this battle with morbif obedity and severe lymphedema is a struggle this time. No one loves me or care. Where is my support she died April 23, 2012. September 20, 2012 I gave birth to my baby girl Jamiah my new reason to live. She give me drive and determination but the depression from losing my Queen Walking has been a struggle for me but it been a year now its time for me to get my independence back. I hate having to ask ppl to come help me with things. I will get better because i dnt need my baby going through the things I'm going through. People will say that they care and they are here to help out but it's all a lie. It's all about me and Jamiah. No one else matters i got to get my ASS BACK UP AND MOVING FORWARD TOWARD THE PRIZE. THE SKY IS THE LIMIT I CAME 2 WIN #TEAMLALALUVSJAMIAH